I'm extremely sad to hear of your loss of Belle Dave. She was very lucky to have you and your family loving her for fourteen awesome years. She's now waiting at the Rainbow Bridge and free of all pain and she will always be with you in your memories of her.
So sorry for your loss, I know all to well what your feeling, I still think I hear Wyle at times, still look for him when I come home, still worry about hurrying home to let him out. Just know they are in a better place, no pain, and we will see them again someday. This will take time my friend, you and your family are in my thoughts hug*